Below are the 7 most recent journal entries recorded in Alec's LiveJournal:

Monday, December 1st, 2003
7:46 pm	A True Friend To Me. A True Friend To Me.... I feel like I have 3 people that I can call friends and hang out with and it's fucked up. I hate to think that the only people that are there for me are not there. There to busy doing everything with and for everyone else. If people really cared you'd think they would at least call me to see how I’m doing. They can't even do that. When I call them to hang out there busy with everyone else in the whole fucking world. I feel like with relationships I shouldn't have to do all the work, I mean I plan on working and doing my best to keep my friends but I feel like I can only go halfway, they have to meet me, and nobody does. A true friend to me is somebody who first off wants to hang out with me, a true friend will make me feel better and give me advice on what I should do about my problems, and they will actually listen to my problems and not give me shit for it, a true friend will meet me halfway and notice that I’m trying my hardest to do everything for them, cause honestly I would do anything for my friends I would fucking die for some people. A true friend will listen to what I have to say because I listen to everyone and I at least take in what the fuck there saying I don’t fucking ignore people it's fucking rude. A true friend will take my advice and I’m not saying they have to use it, but at least think about it. A true friend wont judge me because of my past, I’ve had lot's of fucked up shit happen to me and I deal with shit allot differently then most people and they need to understand that. A true friend wont fucking lie to me. (example: something I really hate is one somebody tells me something like I'll call you back in like a 1/2 hour or this one happens to me allot, I’ll call you if something happens but come to find out that there out hanging out with everyone but me. What the fuck? Am I really that bad?) I don’t think I’m expecting allot cause honestly this is what I do for people and if I can do it why can't they. I fucking hate feeling like this and the one thing I feel like I need to do I can't cause I don’t want to lose the people who I feel like I "LOVE". FUCK THIS BULLSHIT! (5 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, November 30th, 2003
4:19 pm	COME WATCH ME PLAY MY MUSIC COME TO MY SHOW ON dec. 8TH SLUTS @ Kilby Court @ 7:30 it's $5.00 (1 Comment |Comment on this)
4:17 pm	UNKNOWN ♥'s to lucy (Comment on this)
Friday, November 7th, 2003
10:32 am	I'm in school right now and it sucks i hate it i'm in the gayest class ever i hate it so much GOD!!!!! I wish i was hanging out with lucy she doesn't like to see me though gosh lucy come see me sometime. (Comment on this)
Tuesday, November 4th, 2003
6:44 pm	Damn you guys i love my band so much everybody in it is so cool and they always make me feel better it's sweet. I can't wait to go on tour with these guys we will have the best time ever. Hey Chaz if you see this we still want to jam with you we are just waiting till after our show on sat. if you want you should come. I will tell you the address when i get it the shows going to be at my bass players house, we are releasing our cd so i hope to see you there. Lucy I HOPE TO SEE YOU THERE TO!!!!! (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, November 3rd, 2003
5:59 pm	This is for Lucy. Lucy I Love You Call me Alec (5 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, September 12th, 2003
9:06 pm	oh my god. So shit man I have a job and it suck's, i hate working it's no fun at all. But at least i get a car out of it that's alway's cool. Damn my band's cd is coming out soon it's going to be so sweet, we have all these new song's it's so kick ass i'm exited. Well school is going by really slow it's so boring, all my classes are so easy, i really dont do anything all day, school this year is a waste of my time. Oh God my band was fucking asked to come down to St. George and play this huge festival show there, and the coolest part is that we will be playing with Death By Stereo, I'm exited. We also got asked to go on tour in Feb. with this band called range it will be sweet if i can do it i have cosmotology and i can't miss it but i might drop it to go do this shit, it's something i shouldn't pass up, we will be playing in Nevada, California, Oregon, and Washington so this will be fun. Other than that that's all my life has been for i dont even know how long. Current Mood: lonely Current Music: Vendetta Red (4 Comments |Comment on this)